Perjalanan

hidup tidak selalu sama dengan keinginan,
tidak selalu indah seperti mimpi dan khayalan,
hidup adalah tentang perjalanan, bisa lurus berkelok maupun naik turun.

untukmu yang sedang dalam kebingunan,
mungkin tidak hanya aku, kamu, tapi mungkin banyak juga diluar sana yang sedang mengalami hal yang sama,
untuk sebuah jiwa yang sedang dirundung gelisah yang hebat,
yang menjepit dari segala sisi dan arah, gerakmu seakan terbatas bahkan menjadi lambat.

Dua Satu Dua di Dua Enam

di sebuah jendela di lantai dua,

di sebuah tempat yang teramat asing,

bagi seorang pemuda yang sedang dan telah bersembunyi ratusan hari. nyatanya.

dan pada langit malam ini yang teramat sepi, 

yang nampaknya sedikit murung tertutup awan,

masih adakah secercah harapan di esok hari. yang pikirannya dipenuhi dengan ragam tanya.

A Time

For those of you who are being afflicted with many problems.

Never blame time, because time isn't innocent.
Maybe actually, you are the one who is never values time.

For those of you who are in a state of confusion facing life.

Never blame situation, because situation isn't entirely wrong.
Maybe actually, you are the one who isn't wise in taking steps and decisions.

It's Raining Today

1 week before 6 months.
It's Raining today.

Make peace, I just wanna be back in good condition.

So that my life is good, so that I can make my sorrounding being good.

I want to finish this hiding, I seem to be tired.

6 months that have changed my life to be uncertainty, even my sorrounding has become affected by my decision.

For years I have built, I have ruined it myself, I have sacrified lots of happiness for my dear people.

A Little Child After The Mosque

There was a little boy who came to mosque this dawn.

Praying just beside on my left.

When my spirit was losing, when a belief was little down.

When a mind was gathering weakens myself.

When the life condition felt stucking, when the future felt so scary and so sad.

When a calm environment as like as made me to be resentful even irritated.

When a relation already felt its no fun.

When a life seemed meaningless.

When the time that had been well it's destroyed in an instant.

When a confusion  hit so hard about  how to start everything back to be good.